I just took a bath. The problem with the modern day is that there are too much options. Maybe it is a problem with me, as well as others. I could do many many things. But, what should I do. What am I supposed to do? Well, that is something that I am left to figure out on myself. There seems to be no outside authority telling me I should be doing this with my life at this point, instead of that.
So this is frustrating. Life is frustrating and I sometimes think that it will always be like that for most people all the time. Because it is kind of designed to be this way. We are designed to never ever be satisfied for long time. Everything and everyone is changing. I am changing all the time. Tomorrow, I may discover that I have contracted some form of brain cancer that is eating me alive. That is changing who I used to rapidly for myself and others rapidly. And all the cherished beliefs and firm assuptions about everything in life is suddenly appearing to be on shaky territory.
I feel a funeral in my brain. Billy Collings Master Class.
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