There are maybe 10 people downstairs, guests, whom father called up for a rehearsal of songs which father composed. I didn't face them. I am highly socially anxious person. I don't like 10 people in my house. So I avoid facing them. Also, my self esteem is low, because I don't have a respectable job, and I was never a respectable student who studied something highly respectable... I studied journalism and did masters in an open university in english literature. I have no journalistic talent. I don't know what I am talented in. Since I do have crippling social anxiety issues, I never kind of venture to do anything, so I am kind of stuck. I do want to get employed somewhere I love, but I am stuck nowhere. This is my situation and has been my situation for a long while now. Tomorrow I am turning 32.
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